One of Those Days
As our collective and individual processes of peeling away and integrating former aspects of ourselves continues, we are to experience enlightenments about ourselves and about the preconceptions we have fed within ourselves and within our minds for all of our Lives, leading up to our realization of such preconceptions.
We begin to learn of and see quite clearly, the aspects of ourselves and of the actions we perform routinely that are not in line with the higher realms. Whereas before, complacency and a general dim perception kept us from understanding the sheer misalignment with the higher realms that some of our dense actions and mindsets have garnered, we are now beginning to surface and feel such mindsets come up for transmutation, usually right as we find ourselves performing or feeding whatever it may be that has been holding us back.
A truth that our channeled sources have been speaking volumes to is that we have planned out certain stages and lessons along our growth so that we can learn from such lessons and find resulting higher states of consciousness. We peel away and integrate former aspects of ourselves and of what we assumed reality was supposed to be, and find an entirely new perception because of it.
As purer energies are being given to all of us at present and we are all utilizing such energies along our growth, I personally am in the thick of this process of surface, review and transmutation and have been for quite a while.
This is because I personally had a lot of Life Path work planned out for myself, and the majority of my personal lessons have been worked through and transmuted. While the worst of the heavy lifting has been done, there are still cycles and phases of review and transmutation which can really knock me down momentarily, for an ultimately catalytic purpose.
Something I’ve long noticed is that we seem to go through phases along this wild ride we have called ascension. We will have our phases wherein we seem to be literally filled and pumped with the pure fifth dimensional energy of Source and we find ourselves energetic and ready to do all that we can to serve this ascension, in that particular moment.
After such a rush and ‘high’ of energies, it seems that we then reach a ‘letdown’ or ‘hangover’ adjustment and integration period, wherein we simply wish to do nothing except exist and integrate. As I write this, I am experiencing the latter and I can say with a depleted yet strong happiness that having been through this particular phase of depletion and absorbing, it is in itself getting easier.
I personally choose to write whenever I am feeling a blockage within myself that in many cases, has been caused by a distortion that an overwhelming part of me is ready to transmute and integrate, but that a smaller part of me still wishes to hold on to. Today has been quite a ‘blockage’ day and even admitting that such days exist and knowing as well that we are all going through them, makes this entire process quite easier.
Being able to talk with others who have experienced similar endeavors or even chatting with another who is enlightened will help us to feel better during these difficult phases of our ascension. One main purpose of these integration periods [besides absorbing energies of a continual purity that we are being given which can be quite intense and draining] is for us to feel the bitterness that results from the sheer draining nature of such times and for us to realize the distortions that we bring through ourselves and employ whenever feeling such bitterness.
It is in itself a surfacing process of all of those former parts of ourselves who we are ready to release but who will still be held onto by certain parts of us who again, are not yet ready for such a release because they are mind-based and still thriving within the old ways of being. These difficult times along our ascension processes, while intense are ultimately needed for a plethora of different reasons.
Some could experience a draining period right at a time whenever mind is leading them to worry about finishing tasks or to employ the illusion of ‘needing’ to do this or that and holding themselves back because of it. Such souls would be led to simply be, to simply relax, because clearly it would be important for them to relax so that they could better-absorb these energies.
I personally am feeling quite frazzled and burnt out at the moment, and being able to admit that seems in itself to make way for the always-prevalent unbounded sense of higher dimensional freedom that we are discovering in more pure and real doses with each period of strong energy and determination that we experience.
It is ok for myself and for us to feel the way that many of us feel at times; being drained of energy and led to simply exist rather than feeling we need to go go go!
At times, it seems like the best thing we can do for ourselves is to simply detach – whether this means detaching from drama in our personal Lives, in our public Lives or even from reading continual updates every day. We will find that turning within renders us the ultimate experience of enlightenment, as our inner-enlightenment is stronger than anything we can get from an external source.
Channels are wonderful and I personally vastly appreciate the energies and continual updates given from our ascended brethren, but you will not find your purest form of enlightenment by reading a channeled communication given through me or through any other, nor by reading the words written by another. No dear friends, you will find the ultimate enlightenment by turning within and validating all that you hear and feel through the ultimate God, the ultimate Creator: You.
Simply put, these are the observations I am feeling come through me on this day [Friday, August 24th]. It is certainly ‘one of those days’ wherein density and sheer depleted-ness [that’s not a word!] seem to be the rule of the day, but I am beginning to realize that while they can drain and deplete us, these types of days and the depletion we feel on these days can serve to help us more than we realize, if we would only utilize them for what they are worth.
Whenever you dear readers are feeling this way and you likely have, the best thing I can recommend for you is to detach from any aspects of your third and even fourth dimensional Lives, find an everlasting calm and perhaps even a meditation, and ask to feel the pure energies coming through you that are making our bodies so tired. These energies could not deplete us as we absorb them if they were not so enormously strong and pure!
Wes Annac – Incarnate Rep., GF and PHC